Here's a video I made about why I don't provide dissociate drugs: youtu.be/T_kJ89MfvKI?t=7m15s
One thing I forgot to mention in the video is that there is a natural dissociative drug that seems like it might be safer and healther than the lab-made ones. It's called Ghost Pipe, and you can buy a tincture of it on Etsy.com and other places. However it only seems to affect about half the population from the small sample of people I've talked to.
My recommendation instead of dissociatives to numb your emotional pain is low dose ayahausca, combined with Metta (loving kindness) meditation.
My friend Oliver followed Ajahn Sona's metta meditation instructions in a cave for 5 weeks, and it has healed his cPTSD better than any other therapy he has ever done (including loads of 5-meo-DMT trips). Btw, his cPTSD came from an MDMA interaction with resveratrol which it has taken him 7 years to heal from and he's still not completely healed. MDMA can be used safely and effectively, however, if you sip Magnesium chloride coconut water as needed whenever you feel jaw tension. The best use of MDMA is in the context of one-on-one therapy, ideally by a caring, qualified professional with the ability to do a mind-meld and help you let go of the junk in your emotional basement.
One thing I forgot to mention in the video is that there is a natural dissociative drug that seems like it might be safer and healther than the lab-made ones. It's called Ghost Pipe, and you can buy a tincture of it on Etsy.com and other places. However it only seems to affect about half the population from the small sample of people I've talked to.
My recommendation instead of dissociatives to numb your emotional pain is low dose ayahausca, combined with Metta (loving kindness) meditation.
My friend Oliver followed Ajahn Sona's metta meditation instructions in a cave for 5 weeks, and it has healed his cPTSD better than any other therapy he has ever done (including loads of 5-meo-DMT trips). Btw, his cPTSD came from an MDMA interaction with resveratrol which it has taken him 7 years to heal from and he's still not completely healed. MDMA can be used safely and effectively, however, if you sip Magnesium chloride coconut water as needed whenever you feel jaw tension. The best use of MDMA is in the context of one-on-one therapy, ideally by a caring, qualified professional with the ability to do a mind-meld and help you let go of the junk in your emotional basement.